hashahashi korto. Ami-o or shunojore thakar jonyo khub shaay ditam, mone mone asha chhilo je konodin baage pele or oi chhotto tight gud ta ami-i nebo. Or attitude-er jonyo o kono college-r chhele-ke beshi kachha-kachhi gheshtei dito na. Orao or hashi-thatta-te biddhosto hoye pechhu hathto Tobe baire eto nak- uchu holeo bhitore bhitore Payel-er mone chodon khaoar ichchha aste aste baarchhilo. Majhe majhei oder barite jokhon jetam shuntam Payel du-tolay nijer ghor-e porashuna korchhe. Er moddhye dui-tin bar or ghor-e oke dakte giye bondho dorjar moddhyo diye shunechhilam or mukh theke nana aoaj ashte “ aaaah …. aaaaaaah …. aaaaa.” Dakadaki korle kichhukkhon por uttor petam, “ mamu tumi niche jao … ami ektu pore ashchhi.” Amake ar bolte hoto na je meye-ta nishchoi gud-e angul chalachhe. Er por bhai-phonta’r din elo. Keyadi amay rate khabar jonyo daklo. Ar beshi rat kore gari chaliye bari phera mushkil bole bollo je rat-tao theke jash. Porer din shonibar, tai amio raji hoye gelam. Keyadi khub darun ranna kore khaoalo, khub nishtha bhore phonta dilo. Tarpor oboshyo ami o jamaibabu dujone mile prochur maal tanlam. Khaoar ektu porei dekhlam Payel nijer ghor-e uthe gelo. Onekkhon ami, Keyadi o Sunilda golpo korlam. Ami Keyadi-ke jor kore ektu maal khaoalam. Sunil-da hashte laglo. Oder dujoner-i tarpor besh ghum peye gelo. Keyadi amar shoar bondobosto korar por dujonei shute chole gelo. Keyadi jaoar age ekbar Payel- er ghor theke ghure elo. Bollo ekhono porchhe. Shute gelam, kintu kichhutei ghum ashchhilona Kichhukkhon boi porlam. Tarpor barite paychari korte laglam. Sunildar nak-daka shunte parchhilam. Oder bedroom-e uki diye bujhlam dujonei ghumiye. Pash-phire shoa Keyadi’r mai-gulo dekhlam bichana- te chhorano. Oder ghor-theke beriye elam. Hothat chokhe porlo du-tola jaoar shirir mukhe alor pholok. Bujhte parlam Payel ekhono jege. Bara-ta ektu nore uthlo. Ei chhuto-te Payel-er shongge rat-e ektu eka-eka golpo kora jabe, nishchoi night-dress pore thakbe. Tahole ghore phire ektu or langto shorir-er kotha bhebe maal khoshano jabe. Tahole hoyto ghum- o ashbe. Opore uthe gelam. Dorja-ta dekhlam bondho, kintu tola diye alo dekha jachchhe. Bujhlam Payel jege achhe. Dorjatate aste toka dilam. Kono shara nai. Abar toka dilam. Tao kono uttor nei. Light jaliye ghumiye porlo naki? Aste kore thela dilam. Dorja-ta khule gelo O bodh hoy lagate bhule giyechhilo. Khulei chokh gelo Payel-er desk-er dike. Computer-e close-up-e dekha jachchhe, ekta biraat bara ekta gand-e prochondo jore dhukchhe ar berochchhe. Tar ektu porei dekhalo ekta langto meye, bideshini, hoyto 17/18 bochhor hobe. She mukh diye ekta kalo dhon chushchhe, tar tolate shoa aro ekta 40/45 bochhorer kalo purush tar gud chudchhe ar tar pichhon theke arekta purush, tar o oirokomi boyesh, tar pod-e bara dhukachchhe. Kintu obak hoye gelam dekhe tar shamner drishsho. Amar shundori bhagni Payel computer-er shamne shompurno langto obosthay chair-e bosha. Pichhon theke tar khola pith or pachhar opor ar side dekhte parchhi. Pagoler moto tar ek haat cholchhe payer moddhye. Ar ek haat buker kachhe ki jeno khimche khimche dhorchhe. Puro shorir-tai jeno opore thele deoa. Majhe-majhei mukh diye osphuto shob aoaj berochchhe. Bujhte parlam Payel gud-er gorom metachchhe. Aste othocho sposhto shore daklam – Payel! Jeno electric shock kheye chomke uthlo! Ghure darate giye paer shongge chair-er pa joriye gelo. Porte porte shamle nilo. Ami tokhon lobhi drishtite bhagni-r gud ar mai-er shobha dekhchhi jachiye jachiye Gud-er thoth duto phule royechhe – norom norom golapi ar ashpasher chul bheja. Silk-er moto guder chul. Mai duto motamuti chhoto kintu bonta gulo besh boro boro chokha hoye royechhe. Chhoto meyer mai boro korte kotodin-i ar shomoy lage! Anguler chimti kheye kheye mai-er bota gulo lal. Tobe ekhon shara shorir, shara mukh payel-er lojja-te lal hoye gechhe. Mukher dike takate parchhe na. Nije lyangto kheyal hotei ek haath diye gud are ek haath diye mai dhakar cheshta korchhe. Ki phorsha shorir, tate gud-er kaalo chul ar mai-er halka chocolate-pink bota ki darun-i dekhachchhe. Ami bollam, ki re ki korchhili? Ma-ke porashuna korchhi bole joto shob nongrami? Ar ki dekhchhish ei shob tui? Ei tuku boyeshe? Chhi Chhi … tor bhabna chinta to ekdom rendi-der moto dekhchhi. Chhelera eishob kore, meyera kore naki? Dara kal shokalei ami tor make bolchhi! Na na please mamu na … chitkar kore uthlo Payel. Please please please. Ami tomar paye porchhi. Bole shotti shotti nijer gud ar mai-er kotha bhule doure eshe nijer lyangto shorir niye amar paer opor porlo. Tarpor pore phupiye kandte laglo. Ami tokhon or pith ar pachha guloke dekhchhi. Kepe kepe uthchhe kannate. Gol gol tight phorsha pachhagulo dekhe to amar bara ekebare jangiar bhetore laph diye uthlo. Ami kichhu bollam na … tate aro bhoy peye Payel bolte thaklo … please mamu please … please. Ami tokhon or haath duto dhore oke tene amar shamne dar koralam. O tokhono phupiye jachchhe Pashe tene nilam. Tarpor or mukhtake buker kachhe tene niye bollam. Keno tui eishob korish bol to. Ki dorkar. Tui eto shundor meye. Aste aste dan haathta ghuriye or ekta mai-er opor rakhlam. Or shorir ta ektu shokto hoye gelo kintu kichhu bollo na. Tokhono olpo olpo kandchhe. Amar dike takachhe na. Tor gud eto gorom hoyechhe. Tui jodi amay ekbar bolti mamu amay ektu chude dao ami ki ‘na’ kortam? Hothat Payel aro jore phupiye uthlo. Ami tokhon or mai ta niye olpo olpo tipte shuru korechhi ar chotkate shuru korechhi. Bota ta ebar dui angule niye khela korte shuru korlam. Payel ekbar pichhu hothte cheshta korlo Ami tokhon amar bodyta thik or pechhone niye elam ar onyo haathtao onyo mai-te diye mai-gulo ek shongge ador korte thaklam. Norom norom phorsha phorsha mishti duto mai. Ei prothom kono purush Payel- er mai te haath dilo. Mukhta diye ebar or gharer kachhe ar golar pichhone ojosro chumu khete thaklam ar bolte thaklam. Na shona ami tor ma ke kichhu bolbo na. Ami toke konodin kichhu baron korechhi? Amar Payel shona-ke ki konodin kichhu ‘na’ korte pari? Amar payel-er gud-er groom je or shona mamu mitiye debe. Payel shore jete cheshta korlo. Amar barata tokhon or pachhar phake pray dhuke gechhe. Or norom tultule ga, gaye shundor gondho. Ami tokhon or mai duto jore jore chotkachhi ar ghare chhoto chhoto kamor dite shuru korechhi. Pachhu ta amar barar opor theke shoriye nite gelei ami gorje uthlam … kothay jachchhish rendi … toke ajke ekta shikkha diye chharbo … kebol chheleder naker tolay guder gondho chhorano hoy … na? khub moja peyechho? … render moto bhabna chinta korbe ar bhalo sheje thakbe … shali tor etoi jodi guder gorom to chup kore ami ja bole jabo tai korbi … noyto kalkei tor mayer shamne toke lyangto kore debo. e Er por Payel ojhore kandte shuru kore dilo. Ami tokhon abar shamne giye or mukhtate chumu khete khete bollam. Door pagli ei shob keu janbe naki. Eta to amader secret. Ar toke eka eka nijer jol khoshate hobe na. Tor mamui tor shob dekha shona korbe. Dekhbi koto moja pabi. Ar shob meyederi to eishob shikhe rakha uchit. Noyto borke khushi korbi ki kore ba chakri korle bosske khushi korbi ki kore? Achha achha aaye tui ebar ektu sho amar shongge … tarpor dekh bhalo lage ki na. Lyangto norom phorsha shorir take nijer shorir-er shongge lagiye niye or khat-er dike egolam. Or kanna tokhon ektu dhorechhe tobe phupachchhe. Ebar aste aste khat-er shamne dar kore or payer majhkhane aste kore hat dilam … bheja chul-er modhyo diye norom phola gorom gud-er chhoya pelam. Payel shiure uthlo. Tarpor aste kore thele dilam meye- take khater opore. O hama diye khat-e kichhu ta egiye gelo Ar ami or tight tight pachha-r moddhye or chul-e bhora gud-ta dekhte dekhte amar jama chharte shuru korlam. O ek pashe mukh nichu kore shuye thaklo. Pa duto ek shongge kore, ekta hat diye nijer mai dheke. Nije-ke lyangto kore phele hete gelam khat-er pashe or mukh-er kachhe. Or chokh-er shamne amar shokto mota gorom bara-ta jhuliye rakhlam. O archokhe amar bara ar mukh-er dike takate laglo. Ami bollam … shore sho shona … amay bichhanay ashte de. O joro shoro hoye kichhu-ta shorlo. Or kanna tokhon shukiye gechhe. Or kopale chokher opor bisrosto chul eshe pore oke darun dekhachchhe. Ami pashe ashtei o chokh buje nilo. Ami amar shorir-ta or shong-ge puro thekiye dilam tarpore or hat gulo or mai theke shoriye or dike phire oke puro shorir diye japte dhorlam. Or mai-er bontar opor nijer buk-ta lagiye ki aram!!!! Amar tokhon mal pray pore pore. Erokom norom shundor notun shorir kotodin chudini. Amar pubic region ta or pubic region-er shong-ge thekiye dilam ar aste kore ghoshte shuru korlam… O ebar abar ektu kede uthlo. Ami ebar amar mukh-ta diye or mukh –ta khule jibh-ta shoja or mukhe dhukiye dilam ar norom tul-tule thot duto-ke kamrate shuru korlam. Aste aste o chit hoye gel aar amar puro shorir diye payel-er norom gorom shorir-ta upobhog korlam. O chokh buje roilo. Ami or shara mukh-e gola-te chumu khete thaklam. Aste aste or nishshash aro taratari porte laglo. Tokhon mukh chhere ami amar shonamoni-r mai o bonta gulo ador korte mukh shoralam. Aaaaaaaaaaaaah! Ki norom, sponge-er moto norom, malai-er moto phorsha mai duto. Amar dike cheye royechhe, mamu- ke dudh khaoabe bole. Dui haat diye or mai kochlate ar makhte laglam, norom norom mai duto tipchhi ar Payel hash- phash kore uthchhe. Tolay bujhte parchhi or gud-ta gorom hote shuru korechhe. Or pa-duto hatu diye phak kore amar bara- take or gud-er mukh-e lagiye dilam alto kore Bara-theke tokhon ektu ektu ros berote shuru korechhe. Edike jibh diye tokhon Payel-er botagulor shongge khela korte laglam. O moja peye shiure shiure uthte laglo ar aste aste pa duto or ojantei aro phak hote thaklo. Ekta bota-te mukh diye ashe pashe jibh-ta ghorai, tarpor hoyto opore ektu jibhta diye flick kori. Tokhon Payel olpo olpo katrani shuru korechhe. … aaah … aah … bujhlam rendi ebar shob bhule shorir-er moja nichchhe. Kotojoner hoy ei bhagyo! Mamu-r adorer choda khaoa! Abar dui haat diye Payel-er mishti mukh- ta dhore mukhe, chokhe, ghare ojosro chumu dite thaklam. Kaner loti-r pichhone mukh ar nak niye giye ador korte thaklam. Chumu kheye kheye mukh lal hoye gelo amar bhagnir. Or shara shorir gorom hoye uthechhe onubhob korlam. Ami ekhon or opore shoya, amar leora ta or norom gud-er chule ghosha khachchhe. Bujhte parlam gud theke ros berochchhe prochur Ebar Payel-er gola o ghar chhoto kamore bhoriye dilam. Or shorir amar dike uchiye uthlo. Magi or mukh amar mukher dike uthiye dilo. Bujhlam o aro chay, o amay chay shara shorir diye. Ebar thoter kachhe mukh nitei thot bariye dilo. Prochondo jore ami thot diye or thot khule amar jibh dhukiye dilam. O jibher shongge jibh joriye amar shongge prochondo khela korte laglo. Ami jibh shoriye or thote kamore kamore lal kore dilam. Jokhon mukh shoriye nilam, o chokh buje pore roilo ghore Ebar amar shoriro prochondo gorom hoye uthechhe. Dui haat ar mukh diye or shara ga jaapte joriye ador korte thaklam. Or pith, or buk, pet, pachha prochondo bhabe rograte laglam. O kepe kepe uthte laglo … or shorir-e jhor boye jachchhe bujhte parlam … erpor or thigh-er norom mishti mangshe nijeke dubiye dilam. Chumu khete laglam ar chhoto chhoto kamor. Aste aste gud-er dike egote laglam … ohhhhh … ki mishti norom gondho ar swad … Amar bara-ta tokhon lafate shuru korechhe. Keboli bolchhe dhukiye de … amay dhukiye diye maagir phuto-tay … amay dhukiye de … phatiye de or gud… Payel-er thigh tokhon kapchhe … amar mukh tokhon or gud-er kachhe … o bujhte parchhe ebar gud-e mama-r mukh-er chhoa pabe. Ekbar dirgho nishshash phele mukh-ta shoriye or gud- ta bhalo kore dekhe nilam. AAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhh … ki mishti … ki kochi … kumarir gud … phule- r koli-r moto golapi-lal … phutte unmukh hoye royechhe … norom bheja chul diye ghera. Mukhta egiye diye oi phuler papri- ke alto kore chhulam. Payel-er shorir majhkhan theke beke gelo ar or pachha ar gud khat theke uthe elo. Payel-er mishti gud-er gondhe pray amar mal phelar obostha hoye gelo ar ki! Tobe kochi meye-take arektu moja deoar ichchha holo. Konodin to ashol chodon kake bole janeni … Mamur kachhei shikhuk ashol chodoner moja Jibh diye or phulo phulo thoter baireta tai chat-te laglam. Tobe khub shabdhane jate or uchiye thaka kone chhoa na lage. Payel chhotphot korte thaklo ar haat diye nijer kon tate aram dite gelo. Bujhlam rendi nijeke aram diye diye besh expert hoye gechhe. Jor kore or haat ta shoriye dilam ar phuto-r chardhare or phola phola papri- te dhaka gud-ke chumu dite thaklam. Payel tokhon kokate shuru korechhe, or thigh kapchhe ar gud-er phuto diye ros berochchhe. Kebol ‘Mamu … Mamu’ bolchhe tokhon. Ami tokhon hothat phak tate jibh diye chat-te laglam … tokhono kon-take bachiye. Rendi shongge shongge or phuto-take amar mukher opore ghoshatate laglo. Ami betir pachha-te jorse ekta chor marlam ‘tham rendi … toke kokhon chudbo ta ami thik korbo.’ -e angul dhokabar. Jor kore or haat-ta shoriye ebar jibh-ta or phuto-te dhukiye dilam … lengto kochi meye-tar gud-er madokotay maal-ta beriye gelo ar ki! Jibh take majhkhane phank kore, shokto kore ekta roll-er moto pakiye maagir gud-e kebol dhukachchhi ar ber korchhi. Majhe majhe jibh giye thekchhe kumarir pordate ar mon bolchhe ekhoni leora dhukiye maagi-r porda ta chhire di. Payel tokhon pray kede phele ar ki. Ami jei bujhchhi o ebar jol khoshate chollo omni jibhta ber kore nichchhi Payel pagoler moto bolte laglo ‘o Mamu .. amay chhere dao … o mamu … tomar paye pori … amay chhere dao … amay aaram korte dao … mamu amay aram korte dao.’ Ami sheshe or kon-e jibh dite laglam … meye-ta ebar pagoler moto kon-ta mar mukhe ghoshte laglo ar uuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh korte laglo. Prochondo jore ros berote laglo or gud diye. Gud-er bhetor tokhon jol thoi thoi korchhe. Thik shei shomoy ami mukh tule nilam or kon theke … Payel kede uthlo … ‘mamu mamu … na … na .. o ma go … o ma.’ Bollam ‘oto shohoje toke jol khoshate debo? Aage Mamur leora chushbi na shona?’ Bolei opekkha na kore shoja shore giye or mukher opor amar leora-ta niye gelam. Or oi kochi mishti norom thot-dekhe ar thakte parlam na. Shoja bara-take dhukiye dilam. O oto boro bara shamne dekhe bhoy bhoy chaichhilo. Ebar jokhon mukhe dhokate gelam thot-ta khulte bhoy pelo. Ami or matha dhore oke khat- e tene tullam ar chul dhore or mukh-take poorer dike tule thap mere amar bara-ta dhukiye dilam. Diye or mukh-e prochondo jore jore thap marte thaklam. Payel-er pray chokh beriye jabar jogar. Bollam ‘chosh rendi … chosh … noyto aj toke emon chudbo je baaper naam bhule jabi.’ O pranpone amar bara choshar cheshta korte laglo Kintu or mukh chhoto, asto purusher bara nite obhyesh nei. Ektu porei kebol mukhe rakhtei o himshim khete thaklo. Amar bara-ta tokhon phule phepe shokto hoye ek bishal aakar dharon korechhe. Bujhte parchhi amar ghoshte laglam angul diye jore jore. Pyel ebar nijer gud-ta amar haat-er shongge prochondo jore rograte shuru korlo. Amio or kon-take shei taale taalei dol-te thaklam. Sheshe abar Payel-er thigh gulo kapte laglo ar amar haat diye ros gorate laglo. Meyeta ebar jeno jol khoshiyei chharbe! O dui haat diye amay jaapte dhorechhe ar kebol ekmon diye nijer shukh neoar cheshta korchhe. ‘Mamu … o mamu … o mamu’ ek shore bole jete laglo. Meye-ta tokhon pagoler moto amar anguler opor nijer kon-take ghoshchhe. Ar kono dike hush nei … kebol ki kore shorir-er bhitor dheu tule jol khoshabe. Angul pray bhenge jaye! Magi-r chosh kheye amar bara tokhon phat-te cholechhe. Chokher shamne Payel-er dudu-gulo bota uchiye dol khachchhe, phule tight hoye royechhe. Chokh boja … kebol mukh diye taale taale ‘uh … ahhh’ shobdo hochchhe. Ar dhore rakha jabe na … Prochondo ek chor koshalam Payel-er norom mishti mukhe-e AHHH! Shnghatik chechiye uthlo meyeta … Angul-er upor theke or kon shore gelo. Or haat chole gelo mukh-e ar jor-e kandte shuru korlo. Ami er jonyoi opekkha korchhilam. Dilam amar mota gorom bara ek dhakka-te kichhuta dhukiye or kochi kumari gud-er phutote. Or mukh ha hoye gelo. Oke ar bojhar kono shomoy na diye prochondo jore thap mere mere thele dhukte thaklam or shei gorom shorir-er modhye. Or deoal gulo khimche dhorlo baratake. Prochondo tight, prochondo gorom … bara theke maal praye beriye jaye. Kintu ar deri korle cholbe na … ei dhakka-te na korte parle … daat khichiye dui haat diye or pa dutoke ekdom phak kore dilam. Rendi bujhte parlo … shongge shongge pa duto tule amar dui kaadher dui dik diye gola akre dhorlo … porda-te giye theklo bara. Ami dui thigh dhore prochondo dhakka marlam … chhiro debo shali-r haramjadi-r porda … dhok shala dhok … ne beti … ne rendi … mamar bara ne … toke bachcha diye chharbo … ne mamar maal tor bhitore … kha mamar chodon, aaaaah … aaaaah … Aaaaaah … ar parchhi na …. Ar parchhi na … khepe khepe maal phelte thaklam bhagni-r kumari gud-e … dui haat-e akre dhorlam or norom gorom bheja shorir ar bara-take bar bar jor diye diye screw-er moto dhukate thaklam ar protita maal-er bindu ningre ningre bar korte thaklam … Ei na Mamar ashirbaad!
